The failure of Dictionary

Have you ever experienced the strange feeling you may get in your mind when you miss something that you really deserve?

The same strange feeling when you miss someone whom you deserve.

That too if you missed her without expressing your heart. 😣

I know, most of us would have experienced this but couldn't express.

Express in a single word. That's when the dictionary fails!

It was a fine evening he started to write. He actually wanted to write a lot about his girlfriend who was not anymore with him, and about the pain he experienced during that tough journey.

But, his level of optimism and forgiveness never made to write those hard hitting truths of his past. May be he thought "past is past".

Days run, his writing continued optimistically.

Yet another blissful evening, on the beach side of a full moon day a.

An insta post grabbed his attention, with black background and white letters on it. He never read other writers post to stop it's influence in his writings.

But this post influenced him. Not just the post, the writer too.

He saw someone writing with the same pain he held in his mind.
Infact he felt those posts conveyed what he couldn't convey to the world.

Those words he saw questioned the writers ex., but carried a hard core emotion in it. He believed the writer of the post realised the same pain he experienced once.

He jumped to the writer's profile and read almost all the writings posted by the her.

He was a person who doesn't engage much with social world, this time he broke it. He messaged the writer.

3rd msg between them he sensed it was a girl.

He wondered, ' how people experience same feelings at different places with different people '?

He was little scary, but gathered courage and asked for her contact.

Omg! She shared.

He messaged, She replied!

The experience he had never let him to open Frankly.

You know, the problem with any writer is they experience everything in depth in a short span. Perhaps a quick learner, sorry its all quick experiences.

He gathered courage and requested for a meet.

She accepted. The coffee was never soothing,but with her.

Coffees got stronger and stronger.

But,the optimist was not courageous enough to open up his feelings for her.

He thought, what if he reminds her of what she wants to forget?

He thought, what if she refused to talk after this?

He thought, what if she ignored expressing herself?

He also thought, what if I miss her?

Sometimes the best of expression is SPEAKING and yes, that's not at all an easy way.

Years passed by, they stood on a stronger coffee and nothing beyond it.

The feeling he has now couldn't be expressed as a DICTIONARY  FAILED to load him a word.

It's painful, still manageable.

Love is always about Expressing. Express yours! Love !

Anbu.N